this one goes out to all the homies on the other side

im going to deviate from my normal style for the beginning of this one. its been a while since ive addressed the choir, and i think i should fill you all in on the facts of the rev in a clear understandable fashion.mentally stable is not a phrase reserved for me. i recently made the decision to stop taking my medication. there were a few motivators behind this. the main idea is that i want to experience life as a human. im tired to the subhuman reality i live. its time to fight this battle crutch less.now, onto my stream...given the circumstances, i live in a valley of selectively visible axe murderers and rapists. only i can see these sinners. only from my mind did they come. am secretively a masochist, enjoying every minute. a masochist with no balls to speak of, calling on reassuring supports to calm my nerves.i have seen hell, and i have walked through the valley of the shadow of death.i have kicked it with dante. he likes tennis by the way.dante said a few more weeks, and ill be ok.