Tuesday, September 30, 2008

this one goes out to all the homies on the other side

im going to deviate from my normal style for the beginning of this one. its been a while since ive addressed the choir, and i think i should fill you all in on the facts of the rev in a clear understandable fashion.mentally stable is not a phrase reserved for me. i recently made the decision to stop taking my medication. there were a few motivators behind this. the main idea is that i want to experience life as a human. im tired to the subhuman reality i live. its time to fight this battle crutch less.now, onto my stream...given the circumstances, i live in a valley of selectively visible axe murderers and rapists. only i can see these sinners. only from my mind did they come. am secretively a masochist, enjoying every minute. a masochist with no balls to speak of, calling on reassuring supports to calm my nerves.i have seen hell, and i have walked through the valley of the shadow of death.i have kicked it with dante. he likes tennis by the way.dante said a few more weeks, and ill be ok.

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